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My Heart || Gokudera Hayato
My Heart
A songfic for Gokudera Hayato
I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?
Hayato has been on the edge these past few days. He was anxious about the Arcobaleno Trials, but after he had no chance to help his Boss with his first Trial, he because even more aghast than before. He shifted his emotions so suddenly, just like a girl in her time of the month. But worse. He was very impatient, this man, and aggressive in terms of the Trials, too.
"Hayato ojii-chuu~!" The singsong voice of the blonde Fiamma Famiglia Boss, Sora, ran in his apartment. He often wondered why she loved dropping by just to tease him "Ojii-chuu". Not today. He was too focused on finding a way to help his "Boss Tsuna", that sort-of wimpy Vongola Famiglia soon-to-be Boss.
He did not bother to open the door, so she went in herself. She found the silver-haired male sitting on a chair, looking very troubled. He kept mumbling "I'm so stupid. I'm Tsuna-sama's right-hand man, yet I didn't help him!" over and over again. It was a pitiful scene, and she wanted to cheer him up and tease him along the way.
"Hayato ojii-chuu, what's bothering you?"
He glanced at the female in his apartment, her brown eyes looking at his own green orbs. He can't seem to resist those googly-sort-of eyes that were from Sora, and as he contemplated on this slight weakness, he sighed.
"I'm not in the mood, Sora. I didn't help Tsuna-sama in the Arcobaleno Trials. I have to help him in the next."
She scoffed. Time for an insult~!
"Oh, jeez. He doesn't need help from you~! You're a wimpy ojii-chuu~!"
Obviously, he wasn't really in the mood for one of her remarks. He glared at the girl ever so surprisingly, and shoved her, causing Sora to topple over a table.
Hayato realized what he did, and quickly regretted that he can't tolerate her jokes at this time. He rushed over to the slumped girl, whose arm rubbed itself on the floor, causing a burn to appear.
"Sora!" he reached out to her, but she slapped his hand away. "I was just trying to lift your spirit up, and this is the thanks I get?!?" she angrily screamed, and propped herself upward, causing her to stand. She was nearly in tears, because of the pain, both physically and emotionally, and she left, running. The Storm Guardian just stood there, looking as idiotic as ever.
"STUPID!" he was scolding himself for hurting someone who just wanted him to take things easily before the next Trial.
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own
But what would it be without you?
"You know, you could've laid off on the insults, Sora. You know the guy's temperamental." Nari advised, tending to the burn mark on the girl's skin. As she applied medicine with a cotton swab, no matter how gentle, one intact would shoot up a painful prick upon Sora.
"Ow!" She was in tears because of the physical pain the large burn has made her feel. Worse, she was feeling larger pain inside her chest.
"Uh, are you supposed to be crying at this situation, Sora?" one of her Guardians, Arashi, asked. Obviously, he's impervious to pain, so he doesn't understand the feeling.
Mizu flipped his shoulder-length hair, its silver-and-pink hue glinting brightly with the light in their HQ. He smiled at the question. "Of course, Arachii. Girls cry upon great pain, physically, emotionally or other aspects." he explained, his flamboyant personality once again surfacing, along with his soft features. This made him too much of a girly man, or a boyish woman.
"Guys, don't worry. I'll need some help with schoolwork, though, because every move I make, it brings even more pain through my burn." Sora explained, a joyous smile, overcasting the tearful eyes she had.
And with her silence that followed her sentence, she remembered a song that she always imagined that she and Hayato would sing together, in the future.
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
Hayato didn't see her for days, even after he has helped Tsuna with an Arcobaleno Trial. He planned on apologizing upon his mistake, and if possible, crack a joke or two.
Normally, he wouldn't go this far as to hunt down a person just to say sorry to them. He'd do that to his family, Bianchi, or Tsuna, but what was with Sora that he can't resist tracking her down just to be forgiven?
He only focused his attention on being Tsuna's right-hand man, but he was still being bothered by his conscience.
Or.
His heart?
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is your's
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is your's
Sora missed the stupid "Ojii-chuu" she used to insult and tease, but she knows that all he ever wanted was to be Tsuna's special Guardian, so she let things slide off for a little while. Hoping that he'll forget his anxiousness in a matter of days, she avoided taking the path near Namimori, with is closer to the path to the Fiamma HQ, resisted not hanging out with either Kyoko, Bianchi or Haru, and didn't even made contact with Reborn. She loathed avoiding the people she was close with because of him.
Her Heart.
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is your's
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart, my heart is your's
It was nearly before the time for the Vongola Guardians and their Boss, Tsunayoshi Sawada, to leave for the future, when Sora finally decided to appear out of the blue to Reborn, who was with Colonello and the others, and spotted Gokudera, right there and then. She didn't pay him any attention, making Gokudera think that she can't forgive him for the pain the burn, and his actions, caused her.
She cautiously approached Tsuna and wished him the best of luck, because he was going to need it. It was her insult, in a joking kind of matter.
Yamamoto asked if Nari was with her. Those two obviously has a great friendship. Or closer?
The energetic Ryohei continued to be overly-hyped for the situations ahead, and she didn't want to spoil his... energy?
She spotted Lambo once again, and she made a break for it, hiding behind someone she didn't see who.
And when she did.
She stepped back.
Ashamed.
Gokudera Hayato, he was the Storm Guardian, and he was the "Grandpa shield".
It was a reflex.
"Uh..."
Gokudera saw this as a chance for him to apologize before they face another danger, perhaps, after Verde's Trial, they might be in greater danger than they expected. He didn't want his conscience (or his heart?) to build up the guilt that he places upon himself.
"Um, sorry."
She smiled.
"Hayato ojii-chuu, if you die, I'll recommend that Tsuna-chuu throw you in the river~!"
She was fine, after all.
My heart is your's
My heart is your's
My heart is
I am so ashamed for this one DD:
I need to stop watching Tennis no Oujisama. It gave me ideas.
Especially the episode where Oishi was very aghast, to the point where he pushed Eiji suddenly.
Yep yep.
Gokudera, next time, don't hurt that blonde. I'm going to get Spanner to attack you with Gola Mosca.
C'mon, just admit that the girl is your type, Bakadera-chuu~!
xDD
Song by Paramore. LOVE THE BAND TO BITS.
Wonder what song Sora was thinking of? That's the very same song in this songfic. :>
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